Idite svi u pizdu matrinu
“You want me to talk about something real. I’ll give you something real: I wake up and have my morning coffee and fill my head with you and realize my head’s been always filled with you, and panick and get scared and sit down and listen to sad music and willfully overwhelm myself with bullshit and self-imposed confusion and then you call me and you’ve just woken up as well and you sound familiarly lovely in your very own dailiness and I get carried away and we go ahead designing our day together and planning to do ordinary or extraordinary stuff and I’m still in bed and I’m still drinking coffee and you’re still on my mind right before or right after I attempt deciding upon anything and my sense of self is shrinking away and I’m fucking scared but ceaselessly trust in how you make me feel and If I appear distant to you it is occasionally because vulnerability is not my thing and dependency either but even these terms are fine when it comes to how I perceive us and that’s terrifying. And real. And I wouldn’t want it ever to cease being exactly what it is.”
— All These Things You Wish You’d Say (via violentwavesofemotion)
before i put this up on the internet, i just want to make it clear that i do understand the reasons some ppl don’t agree with the show, and everyone is entitled to their own opinion, but i want to get this POV out there